semoga awak bahagea tanpe sy :(

Asslamualaikum :( harineh 4.3.13 Genap 3bulan kite break sayang :( aok msti Tak ingat kan? takpeeee koy faham buat ape aok nak semakkan kple aok nak ingat pasal koy kan kan? sumpah sampai skang koy takbole trima kyataan tuh !!! koy takbole weh , koy takbolehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!! :( macam-II kenangan kite weh, koy takbole nak lupe mcmtuh jeh, aok salu buat koy happy, koy smgat gy skolah dlu sbb aok, koy smgat study sbb aok, koy smgat nak amek exam spm sbb aok , koy smgat bgun pagi-II sbb aok, smgat hidup pn sbb aok , sume sbb aok !!! aok ? hm hm. :( seriouslyy sedih. koy tak minx aok buat pape sbb koy, koy minx kejujuran , kesetiaan n keikhlasan aok trime koy :( koy tak minx aok belikan koy pape, koy xminx aok duit or pape lah. koy tak perlu tuh sayang :( hmmmm. SUMPAH mase koy couple ngn aok koy takdeh mseg mane2 jantan pong, apelagi kua. memang tak lah kan. takcaye aok bole tyer Sha . die mmbe rpat koy. die twu sume psal koy, koy setia gile2 ngn aok. first time wehhh ! koy mmng sayang aok gile2 lah. :( byak sngat koy bkorban sbb aok. Topap??????? Jgn ckp lah, Beratus habes. koy takkisah sume tuh, tapi aok ? K aok pna ckp ngn koy aok pon ade bkorban tok koy jugak , mmng lah aok snggup dtg jauh2 smate2 mate sbb koy, dgn ujan nye kan? pastu tgah2 mlam aok snggup dtg ,. K koy hargai gile2 sume tuh :( tapi nape aok still buat koy cmneh , koy smpai skng takfham :( kenangan pling koy takboleh lupe mase kt kuantan. hmm. k neh koy jujur dgn aok k. sebenarnye koy gy kuantan tuh naek bas , bkan naek kete. hm koy naek bas sorang2 .koy beranikan jea diri smate mate rindu nak jmpe aok. ptg tuh kite jumpe. tuhan je tawu happy nye hti koy time tuh. rinduu rase xnak lpaskan aok, malam tuh kite lpak tc smpai around 5pg. mmng happy tersangat. mmng koy takbole lupe lah :( duduk dgn aok dpn ombakk. suwitt sgat time tuh :( :( hmmm. esok pg nye plak aok ajak join mmbe aok picnic kat pantai sepat. time tuh pn happy sngat2. dapat spent time dgn aok sayang :( rindunyerrrrrrrr. hmm :( time lpak, ade pgntin buat photoshoot kan? mbe aok ckp ngn aok bile nak mcmtuhh. mase tuh koy doa suatu hari nty koy nak jadi mcmtu ngn aok. tapi :( hmmmm. blik tuh kite atas moto lejut abes kan? hujan lebat gileee. aok nak anta koy naek bas balik, tapi koy taknak. kite gadoh kat blkang mega. hmm. lpastuh aok bla mcmtuh je. koy sedih gile2. baru je rase happy bile dpt spent time ngn aok. tapi sume tuh skjp je. hm :( mlam tuh aok xmseg koy pn, koy call tak angkat, mseg takrep. pastu aok rep ckp aok tga karaoke kat mega. koy ajak jmpe. pastu 10lbeh aok trun kat kat blkang starhut. kite jmpe kejap. aok buat mke takde mood, aok xckp pn ngn koy pastu koy amek topi aok, aok marah koy. k . koy tau aok mrah koy. koy blik. mlam tuh sblum tido koy call aok, aok ckp aok nak tido. koy xtw la btol or tak. koy trus ltak. esok koy bngun je koy mseg aok, aok takreply. koy ttp tnangkan hati koy, maybe aok busy, koy try send lgy. koy call aok beratus kali tp xde org angkat. koy mnanges weh:( koy xsnggup dah. koy tggu aok smpai mlam tpi xde pon aok. koy try mseg mmbe aok, mbe aok reply ckp aok kua dgn pmpoan. sumpah koy rase nak bunuh diri mse tuh. koy xkuat weh :( koy xmpu idop tnpe aok wehh. koy xbole tido . mbe koy bg dga lagu ape tah. sedih smpai nges koy, pastu koy ttdo. koy bngun2 je, koy tgok hnset ade mseg aok. koy happy tak terkate lah tapi bile bukak jea mseg tuh . hmmmmmmmmmmmmm :( koy terduduk bce mseg tuh. koy trus mnges smpai bngkak mate koy, koy mmng sedih wehhhhhhhhhhhhh. koy xbole trime kyataan . koy xkuat nak hadapi sorang. koy call mak koy, koy ngadu kat die. die yg bg nsihat koy. koy kuat sbb die, koy try jadi kuat. mngkin itu ujian dari tuhan tok koy. koy rase mmng xmmpu nak hidup dah tim tuh. naseb la ade mmbe koy. puas die bgy nsihat kat koy. koy btol2 terseksa wehhh, dgn duk jauh dri family nye. koy xbole nak happy dah, koy try buat2 happy. hmmmm tapi skjap je. pastu koy tringat kat aok :( mnges lgy koy. air mate koy tak henti2 .hmmm . koy sedih sngat nape org yg koy syg buat koy mcmtuh. :( koy xpena syg org cmne koy syg aok. hmmmmmm. koy nak aok , tapi koy tw aok dah bhgea skang. hmmmmmm. koy mmpu doakan aok je sayang. aok bhgea, koy pn tmpang bhgea. hm.haritu koy snggup anek moto dgn xde lesen smte mate nk jmpe aok. koy ngn be koy snggup gy lanchang n cari uma aok.tapi aok takdehhhhh. hampa gile2. balik tuh ktorang excident smpaikan tgan mmbe koy patah. :( kesian gile, sbb koy die jdi mcmtuh. hmmmmmm. sorry syg. hmm. koy snggup buat ape sje tok aok. hmmmmm . skang kite still kawan , alhamdulillah koy sikit2 try tok terima kytaan aok bkn milik koy. hmmm. sbnye koy xnk terima kytaan tuh tapi wtpe koy hancurkan life koy kan? koy nak bhgea mcm org laen.hmm.sbnye koy kdg2 trse jgk dgn aok, aok skmo ckp mseg ngn pmpoan2 lah, tpi koy wat2 happy,sbnye koy sedih sngat. aok siap bole couple lg. koy xtw nk ckp ape. nape aok mudah sngat dapt pgnti koy? nape koy susah? koy dah try. bape byak laki koy pmaenkan sbb aok. koy xnak mnde lame jd blik. koy serik sgt weh. koy hmpir2 putus ase nak bcinte tapi smpai bile kan? koy try :( :( hmmmmmmm. koy plukan aok. koy nak bahu aok. koy sedih gile mlam neh. koy nak mgdu dkt aok tapi koy mlas nak kcau aok.koy syang aokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! smpai bile2 koy takkan lupekan aok ! aok sntiase ade dlm hati koy :( KALAU DUNIA TYER APE YG SY NAK KAT DUNIE NIH, SY AKAN JWAB SY NAK AWKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK RUSDI AMRI BIN AHMAD TAMIN :( :( :( :( :( hmmmmmm. jodoh ajal d tgan tuhan, andai ade jdoh, ade lahh. :( Ya ALLAH kuatkan hambamu ini untuk mnrime sgle ujian yg kau berikan. AMin ~ Lastly koy tak harap aok bace, bia lah koy taep nh skdar untuk luahkan ape koy rase dlm hati nh. sbnye byak lagi tapi koy takmmpu nak taep dahh. koy harap aok bhgea even koy xde ngn aok. koy ttp syg aok smpai koy mati ! koy nak sgat call aok hari2 mcmne kite couple dlu tapi koy xnak susahkan aok. koy nak sngat mseg aok mcm dlu tapi koy tkut koy mnggu aok :( koy xnak susahkan aok. cukuplah koy dah byak wat aok serabut. hmmmmm. lebiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dear :( :( SORRY GUA EMO SIKIT MLAM NEH. :) thanks sape2 yg bce tuh. K bhai .